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04:04pm 09/11/2003
  my journal has moved BACK to it's original location, so...update your favorites again. SORRY. www.ujournal.org/~stacks  
     

(destr0y)

 
   
07:46pm 08/10/2003
  you'd think uprading to aol 9.0 would make your connection faster or something. alas, i am wrong. and DSL still isnt available in my area... *cry*  
     

(destr0y)

 
   
07:42pm 21/09/2003
  nicole came over today. it was good fun. she's gone now and i decided to order chinese food. this day can't get better :D  
     

(destr0y)

 
   
09:24pm 20/09/2003
  3rd at farmington. next week mckendree. w00t.  
     

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10:27pm 19/09/2003
  well i guess things dont suck quite as much anymore. but some things will take some getting used to.  
     

(destr0y)

 
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why   
10:37pm 17/09/2003
 
mood: <3
music: <3
my birthday is in 2 hours. i'll be 16. im still really young. this city sucks. im so bored all the time. especially right now, i'd give anything to be a million miles away. everywhere is just the same though, so i'm told. i used to laugh at the people who wanted to leave, because everything is supposively the same. but now i really dont know...maybe i do need to find out for myself. even though last month i would have thought that's a stupid idea. oh well...i dont plan on leaving any time soon.

i just need a good nights sleep and i hope tomorrow will be a better day...

<3
 
     

(2 terminati0ns | destr0y)

 
   
03:36pm 07/09/2003
 
mood: indifferent
music: afi - paper airplanes
i havent really updated in awhile because nothing too exciting has been happening, with exception to hanging out with Nicole, which is always exciting. the other day i got up at 5:00am and nicole and i went to Jim's with Kelly and Wes to watch DCI finals, then to Waffle House with them +Jake. it was all good fun. the other day i rearranged my room, and in the process i lost a cable i need to play guitar...this angers/saddens me. i felt the urge to listen to AFI today. i havent really listened to them since like...april. sing the sorrow is sad. hmm.


-hard to notice what is passing by, with eyes lowered-
 
     

(destr0y)

 
the last post was not serious   
08:09pm 01/09/2003
  it was kind of mocking...i guess you had to be there.  
     

(destr0y)

 
   
04:23pm 01/09/2003
  i fucked my girlfriends brains out last night.


<3
 
     

(1 terminati0n | destr0y)

 
yo.   
03:22pm 27/08/2003
 
mood: hopeful / pissed
music: under0ath
so i haven't updated in a long time. that's because school started and i dont have as much time as i used to have. today i had to come home from practice early because some people are coming by to look at the dirtbike i'm selling. they better buy it, it's a quick $650.
<3
 
     

(destr0y)

 
   
10:20pm 16/08/2003
  you think youre better but you bleed red like the rest of us. but are you willing to?
now thats the real test. <3madball<3
 
     

(1 terminati0n | destr0y)

 
   
10:05pm 16/08/2003
  well there it went. my summer is over. yesterday i enjoyed my last weekday. it's depressing kind of, it blew by so quickly. oh well, i sucked as much fun out of the time as i could. now it's back to routine. <3 only 3 more years of this routine (high school). then 4 years of another (college), then a routine that lasts until i'm dead (my foreseen dead-end job). oh well. <3333333333333  
     

(destr0y)

 
<3 underoath <3   
09:08pm 13/08/2003
 
mood: <3 underoath <3
music: <3 underoath <3
i'd like to announce that i've fallen in love with Underoath. no updates, but i wanted to post. so here's the lyrics to When The Sun Sleeps.
<3<3<3
I thought you'd come back at least i prayed
the romance has been dead for years
but i've been too afraid to dig the grave
relief support never came
memories carry me through the day
of when we were kids
and angels came to watch us play
close my eyes just for tonight
the sun still sleeps and when she wakes
a movie that plays in my mind
remembring you helps me survive
every day a re-run of the next
i promised to stay by your side
that all would change i can't complain
another victim of the game
maybe love will fund us again
for there is always tomorrow
sincerely till the end close my eyes
just for tonight the sun still sleeps
and when she wakes you'll be a memory

<3<3<3
 
     

(destr0y)

 
   
02:10pm 10/08/2003
 

 
     

(destr0y)

 
new icon, new title...same old shit.   
09:25pm 09/08/2003
 
mood: mow mow, mow.
music: Zao - Savannah
i just got back from seeing a movie with Nicole. it was kind of boring, but it was worth it...because it was with Nicole. i think i'm losing interest in LJ again. wait for something bad to happen, and i'll be doing 6-8 updates a day to keep you kids occupied.


Zao owns you...thx...now enjoy Savannah

They can't believe the machine was alive but we saw it bleed
We saw it bleed
The machine it falls apart and when it's cut it bleed
The machine bleeds
She was alive
 
     

(destr0y)

 
reminiscing is fun...and sad.   
08:45pm 28/07/2003
 
mood: reminiscing
music: something lame and emo
today was dragging along, like they all do. and it's weird, because as slow as my days drag by, the more my summer seems to be coming to an end. it sucks...sort of. not sort of, it definitely sucks.




-trying to find a better way-
 
     

(destr0y)

 
   
01:05am 27/07/2003
  Q: do you know the problem with political jokes?

A: they always get elected!


BAHAHAHAHA.... eh :\
 
     

(destr0y)

 
tehe   
08:52pm 23/07/2003
 
mood: happy and effin tired
music: alkaline trio - enjoy your day
so yeah...man, i went to the zoo today. the zoo rocks! it was a long day though. i wanted to sleep half way through the day. i've noticed that only whiney entries of mine are long...and this isnt a whiney one. so i'm out kids.


so happy valentines day, i hope the sun's out in new york, i hope he brought you roses...i hope he brought you roses.
 
     

(destr0y)

 
no longer welcome to the party...   
10:05pm 21/07/2003
 
mood: w00t!
music: the cruxshadows - confusion (this song's trippy)
well...today was crazy. Practice from 8-12, and then drumline from 1-4. i decided to skip drumline, because nicole came over. and i bet i enjoyed myself a whole lot more than if i was at drumline. (just a little more... :D ) so yeah, my last few entries have been quite whiney (no offense to whiney entries, Jae), so i'm happy to give you a high spirited one, hurray. so yeah. nothing new though i guess, just 8-12 and 1-4 practices all week. that'll be a bitch. the only problem is not eating lunch. 8-4 with no food will suck...so i gotta find a carpool to McDonalds :D anyyyyyway, thats about it kids. i need to get in bed. have to get up BRIGHT AND EFFIN EARLY.



I am the Angel
you are the hands that grab me
I am forgotten
and you are alone
justification-
perfect stimulation
make me a treasure...
make me a gun
 
     

(1 terminati0n | destr0y)

 
bleh   
11:09pm 18/07/2003
 
mood: whatever
music: Zao - In Loving Kindness
man, i'm officially done with bad days. i've had enough. they can stop coming back any time now. oh well...i spent the evening with Nicole, which, as usual, is fun. bad days arent nearly as bad when i'm with her.
 
     

(destr0y)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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